March 9th-- Another New Beginning

I started off with such a bang on my weight loss. So motivated. I had an awesome first week and felt I had made the change. Then I gave in to temptation and though I have continued to be down, official weigh in today is 315, I am feeling like such a failure. I nearly cried after my weigh in knowing, it's all in my hands and I can't do it. I want chocolate, I want salty, I want good food that's not good for you. Patience is not one of my virtues. I remember I found a note in my drawer that I left for myself..."Dear God give me patience NOW!" and that is how I feel. But I've connected with Sparkspeople.com, awesome site, check it out. My co-worker Amy got me out to walk today, so I've met my now 20 minutes a day goal. I've planned my food out for today and tracked it on Sparkspeople, best part of the site that I love. Now I have a plan and have made it fit within my goals. Got a great recipe for Salmon tonight and I don't feel like crying anymore. I have a massage Friday night and am thinking of getting a new hair do and a great pair of walking shoes. Yes hoping things are changing for the best again. CUL*8R